Jual ikan.

I hate it when I've planned everything well and it had to be cancelled because of someone else. Seriously aku paling tak suka benda yang aku plan tak jadi. Atas sebab orang lain. Maka dari situ aku dah nekad, I have to make it went well without any interruption by other people, so i have to do by my own. Sebab tu aku prefer travel sorang, kalau ramai orang banyak kepala nak kena ikut. Kalau kena dengan yang tak sama kepala, tak ke nanti boleh jadi hentak kepala sama kepala? 

I don't mind for being selfish because that was me. I am selfish and so what? Like c'mon people, you think people are still thinking about you and need your consideration for their decision of matters? YOU'RE DEFINITELY WRONG. 

So then it turns me to become a more... people-with-egoism-attitude. 

Kadang kadang hidup ni baik sangat pun salah, jahat sangat lagilah salah. Jadi macam mana nak setel ni? 

But for CERTAIN people, i do prefer of being just nice person to them. Because i care. Kiranya takdelah nak selfish all the time. I am good at the first place to all people, seriously. Tapi sekali kau buat taik, kau faham sendirilah. Paling penting kau kena faham, kalau aku turunkan ego aku untuk kau, kau kena sedar kau tu siapa kat aku. Maknanya kau adalah siapa-siapa. Kalau tak memang lantak kau lah. But then, people is just like, being an alzheimer survival sebab tetiba lupa yang kau ni dah selalu sangat turunkan ego untuk dia. That's it.