Hey. It's me again. We've made it to 2024. Life is kinda scary, I always wanted to go back to the old days. Like I don't want to meet the future but I'm scared of death too.
Long story short, aku tak bagus dari segala segi. Bukan anak yg baik, bukan ibu yg baik, bukan isteri yg baik, bukan kawan yg baik, bukan manusia yg baik. Serba serbi tak bagus. I was told to change, I did. But what I did was never good enough. Mungkin tak cukup. Mungkin tiada. Hence why i'll never be good enough to anyone including myself. I wanted to go home, but then I realised-- I am my own home.
